WPA

So this will be the first WPA that I will ever go to. Growing up in  Missouri, we never had a WPA at all. So this is a new experience for me. For WPA I decided I was going to ask this kid from Jefferson. I made him a sign and brought it to the basketball game.. I even held it up afterwards, but he never saw it and left right afterwards :( oh well. Well it ended up working out for me in the end and I decided not to go with him. So my plan now is. I'm going to take my friend Dan. He graduated from Jefferson last year, and he currently goes to Kirkwood. My friend Felicia is going to bring out friend Addy, and another friend is going to bring Danica. I can't wait.

It's my first night out since I was grounded. I haven't gotten to go and do anything in almost 2 months, I havent even had a phone either. So I'm looking forward to WPA. Getting to wear a pretty dress, having a cute date. Just being with my friends :) It's about to be fun. We plan on getting ready at my house after our half day at school on Thursday. Then we are gonna take pictures here and go eat :) I seriously just can't wait. I will feel so accomplished thursday night. Just because I got to go out and do something with my friends. I'm so excited.

One thing I hope that happens, is that they play Justin Bieber. My date Dan loves him. I have never seen a teenager all for some Justin Bieber. I swear, he sings bieber alllllllllll the time. No lie. Every time I hear the song "Baby" by him. I think of Dan. He has the high pitch bieber voice and then the part where Ludacris comes in he can make the low pitch voice too. It just makes me smile. So I am all ready for WPA. I can't wait.

GRRRRR BOYS

Why are boys so confusing?
I swear. They say one thing.. and do another..
or they say they will do something.. and it never happens.
Not only that, but I hate guys who play the friend card. It's not easy to get but I guess everyone will have it played on them every once and a while. I've learned not to let it affect me. I guess I'm a believer in "Everything happens for a reason." I wish I could read minds too. It would make things a hell of alot better for me. But back to the friend card. I hate it. Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate it. Seriously.. Sometimes I want to know I'm worth more to you then your damn doormat. I can't stand it.

Something I see alot is my guys friends always come to me and tell me about the girl they like.. not that I want to date them. But I'm just saying. Why not date a girl that your friends with. Your friends know you best so if thats your complaint then that would fix that problem. I mean.. Hello.. are we not good enough for you?!

Another thing I DONT like are liars.. If your gonna lie. why open your mouth.. Save everyone the drama.. No one wants to hear it. Just tell me the truth.. i would rather be pissed at you because you told me the truth and it hurt than to find out  you lied to me.. understand? I'm litteraly sick of guys who do that. Seriously.. just shut up.. dont open your mouth dont speak.. just go eat a bagle or something.. find other use for it.

I also hate CHEATERS.. cant stand them. why are you in a relationship?! just be single instead of hurting another person for your own pleasure. Whats the use? no one respects people like you.. at least not a person with a brain!

I need to go to bed now though.. I'm going to get even more upset.. Night Blog

Police Scanners

Does anyone else besides me wish they had a police scanner?
I mean hello! that would save you from alot of tickets.. and if you your dumb and in high school..
it would save your party from getting busted.

I bet your wondering why I'm blogging about police scanners. It's because I've been talking to one of my friends on ooVoo.. which is like skype.. but better. Anyways.. his father is a cop so they have a police scanner and so we were listening to it.

I really want one.. I feel like if I was a cop I would mess around a little too much though..
"Yo Officer D.. where you at? 10/4" hahahahahahaah goodness I would have too much fun.
Not to mention. if i had one.. i want one with a little walkie talkie so that way i can be a pretend cop and talk back to them.. so for those of you out there who have one and live in the Cedar Rapids area.. if you hear someone being an idiot over the scanner.. yeahh that would be me :)

Songs that Keep Me Going

Have you ever heard a song and instantly felt connected to it and thought.. "Hey, that is me" or "Hey, I can relate to this"? There are three songs that currently remain attached to me:

That Should Be Me - Justin Beiber
Let Me Love You- Mario
Invisible- Taylor Swift.

Invisible- Taylor Swift- "she can't see the way your eyes light up when you smile. She'll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by. And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her but you are everything to me. But I just wanna show you that she don't even know you she's never gonna love you like i want to and you just see right through me but if you really knew me we could be a beautiful miracle, unbeliveable instead I'm just invisible"

Taylor writes from the heart. I swear she has a song for every heartbroken girl out there. There is a song for every girl no matter what. She has a ways with words and she just explains everything so perfectly. I love how she connects with everyone in some way. She even can connect with guys. It's amazing. But this song pertains to me because of the lyrics. It describes how I feel right now with guys. Its not that easy for me to admit of course buuuut Yeahh, I'm a girl.. I get mushy.

Let Me Love You- Mario "Baby I just dont get it it. Do you enjoy being hurt? i know you smell the perfume.. the make up on his shirt. You dont believe his stories, you know they're all lies. Bad as you want you stick around and I just don't know why. If i was your man baby you'd never worry about what i'd do, I'd be coming home back to you every night doing you right. Your the type of woman who deserves good things. This is for the diamonds.. A hand full of rings. Baby your a Star I just want to show you that you are. You should let me love you"

If you havent heard the words to his song. It's what any girl wants to hear from a guy. The lyrics just move me and they just tell such a good story. To me the story is about a guy who see's this beautiful woman everyday.. They must be friends or talk in some way with each other. But he see's how her boyfriend lies and treats her.. and he thinks that she deserves better and wants to show her what a woman like her deserves. I think even though I am in high school, every girl wants this.. This is probably one of the best songs that I've heard and I still listen to it even though its considered an "oldie" for my age. :)

That Should Be Me- Justin Beiber "Everybody's laughing in my mind. Rumors spreading bout this other guy. Do you do what you did when you did with me. does he love you the way that i can? Did you forget all the plans that you made with me? Cuz baby I didnt. That should be holding your hand that should be making you laugh. That should be me this is so sad. That should be me that should be me. That should be me feeling your kiss that should be me buying you gifts. This is so wrong I can't go on till you believe that that should be me."

Probably one of the best songs that I've ever heard from the Beibs :) I love it.. So true about alot of guys who mess up relationships with girls that they actually care about. It sucks knowing that you had someone and then lost them because you were too self centered or took them for granite. I feel like alot of guys who have done this can relate to this song. Even if it is by Justin Beiber.. (who I am deeply in love with.. he just doesnt know it.. Move over SELENA he is MINE!!) But yeahh. I love this song.. Litterally is on REPLAY on my iPod :)

Well thats all Peace, Love, and let the DRAMA roll :) <3

Twitter- Girl at Iowa State Wrestling Meet?

so I used to hate Twitter... with a passion.. But now I am addicted to it..
I get tweets from my friends sent to my phone. I tweet at school, I tweet everywhere.

I recently got my phone took away from me by my parents and it has been horrible.. I catch myself hearing something funny or getting pissed and immediately wanting to tweet about it at school. But since I have no phone, I usually just take someone elses haha.

I feel like twitter is a good way to get info out to friends (as a teenager) these days. I know right now since I don't have a phone I get on twitter to see whats going on with my friends. For instance, right now the big controversy that everyone is upset about is the fact that there is a girl who made it to state for wrestling and a Linn-Mar kid forfeited because he didnt believe in wrestling a girl.. he didnt want to hurt her, it would look bad on him and he didn't want to deal with it.. This kid being a senior just ruined his chance at a state title. Alot of people are upset about it. Especially the students at Linn-Mar.

Truthfully I would be upset too. But it was his choice to forfeit or not. I understand its against his beliefs, and he will be respected for his decision, it's not like he won't wrestle again. Yes it's his senior year but he knew what he was doing when he made the decision. My personal opinion is that no one can be upset about his choice. He made it for his own reasons, people can be mad at him though, and not at the girl. It's not her fault God made her a girl.

But that was my little arguement about that. So new post coming soon

The Flu

so lately the flu has been going around.
first it hits my younger sister and then my bestfriend.. although I feel like she got the worst end of it.
She was hospitalized with mono, influenza (the flu), and pnumonia. She just got out the other day after being in ICU for 4 days and a regular room for 3. I myself being a good friend went to go and visit her a couple of times and since I am also quite the rebel I decided that no germ could harm me and I went in without a facemask that the nurses kindly ask you to wear upon going into the hospital room.

I quickly realized that I should listen to them next time, since they are certified in their jobs and they do know what is best for patients they attend to. It all started at school yesterday, with a headach... I shrugged it off.. I even went for a swim in the school's pool. It was when I got home afterwards that it was becoming more apparent. I work at a local restaurant. My job is Ally Coordinator which means that I dress the food or "make it look pretty", as I like to say. I had to close lastnight which meant working a 5-6 hour shift right afterschool. The flu started progressing.. and I threw up. I was home by 9 p.m. instead of my usual 10-10:30 on nights I close. I went straight to bed.

This morning I wake up and we have a 2 hour delay.. Guess who still had to go to school and feels like complete and total crap!... THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE... thanks to my wonderful parents. "Mary, it's only 4 hours of school you can make it", they say... right.. okayy good joke.. I might not be running a fever. But I am pretty sure if I was my brother or sister.. I would be HOME right now instead of writing this blog.

My symptoms so you all can feel my pain: Head is on FIRE (no fever though), Stomach feels like its turning over and over again, Im dizzy, I'm on the verge of balling my eyes out because I feel like SHIT (excuse my french) but that's how I feel. There aren't many days that I don't feel good. Usually I can make it through on some advil if I have a headach.. Today is different and my parents are about to find that out real quick.

Snow Storm

So there is currently a big snow storm outside. I felt the need to blog about it.
This wouldnt be the first one that I've been in, when i was living in Missouri, we had this big snow storm that froze everything over. Litterally. We were out of school for 3 weeks. thats alot. So during the break my mother and I stayed at a family friends house a few towns over and then eventually went to Gulfport to visit my brother.
well anyways.. we ended up getting our spring break took away.. not exactly what i think will happen here but still
we prolly wont have the same effect here in iowa.. but i thought i would share my side story so that way i sound a little more credible about this dang storm outside.

I hope everyone has some extra flashlights, and some candles.. maybe a fireplace and a back up generator. if the power goes out then what would people here do?.. besides go sledding and sip on some hot cocoa.. yeahh that would be the best! <3 but thats all about the storm for now.. ill tell you how much snow we got in the morning! Goodnight!